Masked

Putting up a strong face
Being able to always be counted on
Showing the cheerful face

All for the sake of hiding the truth
Sadness for being alone
Wounded by the friends

How easy it is to hide
Right behind the people appreciation
Throwing the charade of being normal one

While cover the true self
Inside the thin lies
Being the normal as expected

Daily Activity

As the night fade by
she stands there
engulfed by the dark coldness
watching the the city getting alive in the dawn

As the day darkens
she sits there
waiting for the cold darkness
watching the city going to sleep with the stars

And then together with the gentle night
she goes to sleep
watched by the smiling moon
dreaming the soon coming tommorow

Tjoerhat II

As we were still a little kid, we would get some gift if we achive something we should actualy achive. I'm now in the same position. I got a gift 'offered' in prize of letting go something I really dream to have and trying to work so hard to get it.
Geez.... I should just being grateful, but here I now bitching all the way....
Sheesh......