Meaningless Rambles

I ask myself over and over again; 'Who am I'. I get the same answer over and over again; 'Me'. But deep deep inside my mind, the next question bubbles over and over again; 'Who is me?'.
The answer would still be; 'I am me'. I fully realize that I just need to accept that 'I am Me', and there would be no other problem. But, what is life without some little problems, right? So, instead accepting that 'I am simply who I am' I dive deeper and deeper into the confusion of 'who is me'. Right now simply working to accept the simple 'I am me'.

Kata kata

Kata bertebaran
berbagai bahasa beragam emosi
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dengan dan tanpa makna
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menyelusupi relung pendengaran
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memenuhi likuk pikiran

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berdengung layaknya lebah
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tanpa henti tanpa makna

Berawal dari Pipis

Pertamanya cuman kucing yang ga tenang dan selalu bulak balik keluar masuk. Trus dia pipis di wc dia tanpa pipis. Langkah selanjutnya, dia pipis dia atas karpet
DAN!!! pipisnya berdarah!

Hegh!!!!

Telponlah kita ke dokter, kucing pun dibawa ke dokter. Perutnya diperiksa, dipencet2 dokternya masi belom tau. Akhirnya kucingnya di rontgen.

Hasilnya?!

Infeksi kandung kemih ma 4 butir bola timah kecil. Kucing pernah ditembak......

Garbage Bag

Just now I found out that having a true friend is just like having a big garbage bag on your side. It would always be right on your side, whatever side you're on. Always ready to keep every kind of trash you dump on it. And enable you to be who you are in every possible ways. Let you being a weak one without attack you, let you being an evil without a prejudice whatsoever.

Of course a true friend shouldn't just be a garbage bag for whatever feeling and thought I have. A true friend help me to find out who I'm and understand me better. Through understanding and knowing I'm getting better, growing and being mature all the ways. A true friend, also, help me to put a laugh on something stupid I've done.

As we are far away from each other, I think that I'm slowly get knowing him better and vice versa. As a true friendship wouldn't be handicapped by the distance between two friends

Thank God, that He gave me someone like that already. Just realize it in this past months :)

Lonely Rose

Standing proud in the middle of deceased
Blooming in the deadness
Entertain the loneliness