Sei Geglänzt

Geblendet vom Schein 
unerkennbar ist das Sein

Schein
Hell Schön und Glamourous
Sein
Dunkel Hässlich und Morose

Euphorie im Schein
Entäuschung im Sein

Jedoch 

Wahrheit im Sein
Täuschung im Schein

Soll das Herz sicher sein?

Im Schein 
Im Sein

Worum geht das Leben?

Schein
Sein

Warum soll Traurig sein
Wenn alles doch nur Schein

Vom Schein betrügt

Wir lachen, 

essen und trinken 

party feiern 

gebadet in dem Schein

verblendet das Sein

Wir freuen,

lächeln und tanzen

leben erleben

gehüllt vom Schein

betrügt das Sein

Ughhhh.........

There goes the promise that I'll try to write more. Meanwhile almost a year and a half has gone by and this is my first post since forever.... So not good with keeping promise.... I truly am ashamed of my self....... 


Right now there is this sentences dancing in my minds since perhaps several weeks but I can't finish the poem yet. What's worse the sentences are in German... I gotta insert a link for a translator, perhaps..... If I even finish the poem..... :( Gotta let them sentences dance in my mind n my dream tonight n gonna write (umh... type would be the better word here :p) it down tomorrow. Perhaps they'll let themselves finished.... 


Wish you all a good night n a nice dream. And sorry for this rambling post..... ;p




nb. Thanks to a new friend who comment about my blog, if not for you commenting on it there won't be a new post ever 

Awwww.....

Over one year goes by without me posting anything here.....
2010 is a busy and stress-y year for me. But well, I finished my study.

Hope I can post more regularly this year. But as my post are mostly some poetry I still got to wait until the inspiration struck ;)

Simple Weakness

In that time of weakness
with all my barrier strip down
I wish that I have you still
to know me I kept hiding
to love me I kept wishinga
to hold me I kept needing

In that time of weakness
with all my defence gone
I wish that you find me
to recognize me beneath all the lies
to reach me under all disquise
to break me out of all pretense

In that time of weakness
with no mask to hide behind
I watch the me growing
Cocooned in the safety of darkness
Free to be self
vulnerable and bare

In that time of weakness
I am me
pure me
simply be

Crossroad

It's so easy... so easy
to let things flow away

It's cowardice
to let things slip away

It's just simply terror
to make the first step into the unknown

It's bravery... a wholesome of it
to begin to figure it out

It's pure will, will of steel
to move my foot forward

It's silly even dumb
to be terrified by all of it

But
here I am
rooted to this place
looking ahead at the crossroad of my life

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Now playing: Adoro - Dieser Weg
via FoxyTunes

X - 25

Right now I'm staying before another junction of my life.
Which way to take, which path to choose.

In the process I stumble upon the meaning of life...
The meaning I feel, but not know.

Is it enough to simply enjoy life?
Than what's responsibility?

Am I able to take the choice I desire?
Than what's compromise?

Is it okay just to be satisfied?
Than what's ambition?

What is the purpose of my life?
Is it enough of a living just to deal with the days?
Is it enough of a living to just accept what the life gives?
If it's enough, isn't life just something to endure?
If it isn't, is life just a battle?

How long can we, humans, able to walk down this path called life?
Right now I'm 25 year old
How long still I get?

In the wonder of life, what's death?
Is the life we aren't living qualify as death?
Than, how should we live our life?


Keep on muttering the same sentences all over again ;)
Written to keep my yearly traditions, a small gesture of the alpha and omega in the perfect cycle.