tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-353621622011-10-04T19:57:34.023+02:00A tiny spot to be entirely meAmandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14357324538419869886noreply@blogger.comBlogger1381100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35362162.post-89099184143185618722011-01-06T19:06:00.002+01:002011-01-06T19:09:41.564+01:00

Over one year goes by without me posting anything here.....2010 is a busy and stress-y year for me. But well, I finished my study.Hope I can post more regularly this year. But as my post are mostly some poetry I still got to wait until the inspiration struck ;)

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In that time of weaknesswith all my barrier strip downI wish that I have you stillto know me I kept hidingto love me I kept wishingato hold me I kept needingIn that time of weaknesswith all my defence goneI wish that you find meto recognize me beneath all the liesto reach me under all disquiseto break me out of all pretenseIn that time of weaknesswith no mask to hide behindI watch the me

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It's so easy... so easyto let things flow awayIt's cowardice to let things slip awayIt's just simply terrorto make the first step into the unknownIt's bravery... a wholesome of itto begin to figure it outIt's pure will, will of steel to move my foot forwardIt's silly even dumbto be terrified by all of itBut here I amrooted to this place looking ahead at the crossroad of my life----------------Now

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Right now I'm staying before another junction of my life. Which way to take, which path to choose. In the process I stumble upon the meaning of life...The meaning I feel, but not know.Is it enough to simply enjoy life? Than what's responsibility?Am I able to take the choice I desire?Than what's compromise?Is it okay just to be satisfied?Than what's ambition?What is the purpose of my life?Is it

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I open my heartI flaunt my weaknessesOnce and onlyI hurt, I bleedI criedOnce and onlyLooking forwardGetting strengthSince and foreverWithout regret, without burdenGoing onwardSince and foreverAccept the fateAccept the lifeSince and onlyTrust on HimTrust on meSince and only

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The bitter sweet memory surgedriving up the tears hardly dropThere the joy and happiness of innocencethe contentment of not understanding the worldThere the bitterness of youththe sadness of loss chancesReflected on a fragment of glossy papera picture of thousands memories

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Human, which is in truth a sole soul of itself, can never be alone.Human is born into a family, raised and grow in the middle of its environment. There, human meets another humans and as soon, he isn't alone anymore.The loss of the initial solitude marks the new need of communications. With the communications comes the role of each human in life of the others.It seems so unfair sometimes that a

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As the urge to write crash down on the shore of the soulthe thoughts begin to spill out of the depthSwift and strong scratches begin to buildthe words keep tumbling and rollingwild with a taste of gentleness and beautyAs the urge pass the pen lost its momentumsiphoned out of energyslowly overwhelmed by its deathThereafter....The thoughts lay dormant gently but surely building up the paceawaiting

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I sat in the car.As fields and cities rushed by. Struggled to suppress all the crawling longing in my heartHand to hold withShoulder to lean onArm draped around my shoulderHair ruffled Simple bodily warmBitter sweet longingPuppy-like thirst of touchMelancholy on occasionsPulled by the rushing wind

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Drop by dropMy heart bleedAching so painful so painful......Drop by dropthe bile rosebitter.... bitter furycovering the hurtDrop by dropthe tears welledsteady slowly washing away the sadnessunwanted sadness........Each by each dropdisgusted disgusted at the feelingover the long bled scared wound

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As the longing grow deepI hear his voicegently calling out my namefaintly inside the dreamAs my heart acheI see his facehis soft smile firmly plasteredan echoing memoryAs the single tear dropsa whiff of a whisper escapea cry from the heart"I miss you...."nb. As the words won't leave my head

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As longing growsI hear his voice from the dreamAs longing gets deeperI see his face from the pastAs longing growsI feel the hurt from memoryAs longing gets deeperI cry a single tearAs longing slowly passesI become strongerAs longing slowly passesI learn to be betterAs longing passesI am a new me

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Proud he stands, aloneIn the middle of the white glory, coldBasking in the Sun's graceFilled with pride he stands, higherGrateful of the lifeBathing in his achievementHe stands there, regalJoy and pain color his stanceRemembrance of the price of winningThere he stands, calmEvery fiber of his body pulseEmanating the winner's loneliness

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Bits and pieces of lettersLimited by nothingGathering into wordsSlowly flavoring the voidSurely filling the emptinessPushing the freezing emotions to flowExtracting the blocked thoughtsthrough words set up of lettersThe door to the heart opened

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Feeling kinda lost right now. Burdened by obligations... But no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't find a motivation to fulfill my obligations. Damn it!!!!!! XP

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tiny gold sheets flutter down swinging in the rhythm of windpaint the earth in bright yellow

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In the world of hazy hallucinationThe void soul moving in the corpse named bodyOpening the eyes staring at the blank blurBeing in places never in the slightest intend to beGoing to places never aware to knowFunctioning just like a damned machineryChasing after unrealizable dream, dreams after dreamsIs it real or is it just some scripted jokesIs it the real me, flesh and blood?too much of suspense

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Sensing his gentle foot steps, my heart fluttering...As the bed creaks under his movementA surge of warmth flows into my heartHearing the rustles of bed sheetFeeling his body warmth slowly seeping into meRelaxing under his weight ~ Gently pressing down my bodyAs the morning comeHe snuggled closer and joy fill me up~ Let my heart swell almost bursting---- Somehow I don't know what to write after

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---- As I looked back ----My life is a path full of steps and misstepsThe things I should have doneThe things I shouldn't do Within the mists of those steps Desperately, persistently I looked for a jewel, all the missteps worth for And it lies there, waiting to be found on the right time---- Now I know ----I have had it within my grasps, all this longWarmed my heart every time it lost

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As the rain stoppedthe air clearedthe life straighten each of the leaves shake it's greenglowing with lovely freshnessgreeting the fuel of life

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As the year flash backthe feeling of loss is overwhelmingRegret for the wasted time and energy A year that lostRemembrance of failure and mistakeAnother black period on the long way of life As the year goes byanother hope riseanother goal is set To get rid of the tiny meDidn't brave enough to strugglestruggling to realize those dream As the year flashbacknew hope wash the past cowardice

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Hehehehehehehe kemaren pagi g kebangun karena mimpi yang ga pernah g bayangin sekali pun bahwa g bisa mimpi hal kaya gitu. Huehehehehehehe penasaran g mimpi apa??? G mimpi temen sesd g. Lucunya g ga pernah bener2 deket ma tu anak, dan ga pernah ada kontak lagi sekalipun dari sejak lulus sd. Hahahahahahaha pas bangun langsung kaget, kog bisa bisanya mimpi si itu.....Setelah dipikir2 lagi mungkin

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Gently nipping the early tips of the leavesCaressing, protective beyond measureSlowly easing down onto the earthCovering the beauty from the hungry eyes stripping it bareFirmly draping the lovely arm around the treesBestowing even the proudest one a dash of romanceUnconsciously,Emphasizing the glowing grace of nature

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As my feet take to initiative to moveConfidently walk down the path toward the futurePath that unbeknown and incomprehensibleAssured in the unknownFaithful to the uncertaintyDrown in the flow of knowledgeLost in the ever change of perspectiveStill,Step by step I walk down my pathIndulge in the blindness from the lightLight of the bright future

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Sebenernya apa seh kesulitan itu????Kenapa g tanya begitu? Karena menurut g kesulitan yang diakibatkan oleh pilihan seorang manusia bukanlah kesulitan yang bener2 kesulitan. Dan yang orang yang ada dalem kesulitan macem gini buat g bukan orang yang bener2 patut ditolong. Bingung khan???? Gini gini ceritanya: ada bapa2 mau pinjem telor 3 biji ke ibu2 yang ga punya makan dan cuman punya telor 3

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I wanna see how does my back look like

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In this world crowded with lifes and deathWhat's the meaning of live?Trying to chase away the deaths with every of our stepORTrying to get away from the death with very steps we make?

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As the days goes byThe seconds linger on each stepsmaking the intolerable into pure nightmaresitting in the middle of a mumbling sceneunable to hear hence to understandFrom deep inside the sickness creeps slowlyready to throw up along each lingering seconds

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In the dark of the night I crawled on to the bedExhausted and drained, I lieMissing the love I used to holdHold on tight, dear to the heartSoundlessly I weptWishing to hold the missing loveLove that fill my heart with the soft warmthCalming my edgy empty soulI listen restlessly Trying to catch the fain footstepsFootsteps that getting awayEchoing the missing loveIn the dark of the nightI lie

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the blink of your name on the screensending a surge of warmth pleasurefilling the long empty heartwith joy and happiness

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pahatan alam atas batang dan saljutangkai kering berhiaskan bunga putih lembutterhampar kiri dan kananbak bingkai 'tuk lukisan alampadang putih terhampar sebatas pandangbukit lembah lenyap ditelan lapisan putih berkilausemua bersih murnidibingkai hutan kering musim dingin

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The red sun take a peek behind the meager winter scenerysecretly enjoying the smooth white snow surfaceit's light lighting the silken snow in the glowing goldThe fire on the fireplace crackling happilyspreading the joyful warmth throwing the dancing shadow on the ceilingsShe sits on the windowsillgazing at the swinging snowfeeling content and satisfied

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the flakes of miracle falling on to the earthslowly as well as furiouslybut always always gentlytopping the cold soil with simply whitefull of wonderfull of aweGently they'll meltinducing the ground with a hint of lifevanish with nothing but wonderful memories

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Putting up a strong faceBeing able to always be counted onShowing the cheerful face All for the sake of hiding the truthSadness for being alone Wounded by the friendsHow easy it is to hideRight behind the people appreciationThrowing the charade of being normal one While cover the true selfInside the thin liesBeing the normal as expected

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As the night fade byshe stands there engulfed by the dark coldnesswatching the the city getting alive in the dawnAs the day darkensshe sits therewaiting for the cold darknesswatching the city going to sleep with the starsAnd then together with the gentle nightshe goes to sleepwatched by the smiling moon dreaming the soon coming tommorow

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As we were still a little kid, we would get some gift if we achive something we should actualy achive. I'm now in the same position. I got a gift 'offered' in prize of letting go something I really dream to have and trying to work so hard to get it.Geez.... I should just being grateful, but here I now bitching all the way....Sheesh......

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Thousands beads of water beating my faceThrough the drape of wetness I found itTruth lies before my eyes deep within my soulHe's just someone from the pastLaughter, tears, love, hate, anger, warmthBecoming soft and dullMemoryReminiscence of the past

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First of all, Happy New Year!Wish for a really happy healthy and of course successful year.Goodbye to 2007, a year filled with happiness, thoughtfulness, insecurities, senselessness, despair, gratefulness, bliss, failure, aimlessness, guidance, sadness.Hope that 2008 would be a better year....

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Jeez.... As the averagely happy me thinking of a good intention in form giving a new year greetings for certain someone on some website, I saw a name that catch my eyes. As a curious person, I give the name a click AND DUAR!!!!! That's really the name of certain person who I never met although we are breathing the same air and unfortunately (for me) we have somehow blood connection. Some other

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Hari ini (29 Desember 2007) adalah hari setaun g punya kucing. Kucing yang g temuin di tempat parkir supermarket. Huahahahahahaha. It's the best of christmas present I ever have. Really love him. :)

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I miss singing in the choirI miss the christmas concerts I miss the midnight smssI miss my friendsI miss my old schoolI miss to be missedI miss my familyI miss my old houseI miss...

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Waktu, menurut g adalah Sumber Daya Paling Berharga yang kita punya. Laen ma minyak bumi, batubara dsbg. Emang seh SDA (masih pada tau pan singkatan SDA?) SDA yang g sebutin sebelumnya juga SDA yang terbates. Tapi pada dasarnya mereka masi tersedia ampe sekitar 100 taun lagi, lagian manusia sadar bahwa SDA2 ini dah mau abis, dan mulai cari alternativ buat ngegantiin SDA2 ini. Laen halnya ma waktu

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Sometimes.... sometimes....there is the twinge of longingdeep, deep inside the deepest heartsomeone to lovesomeone to share withsomeone to holding hands withsomeone to argue withsomeone to fight withthere is a trace of colddeep in the deepest heartempty place for the love yet to find

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the water glistens on the windowSinging tap.. tap.. tap..dancing with the wind whirling and flyingthe water slides down the roofdoing lovely tap.. tap.. tap.. as if knocking the doordancing as falling whipping their other selfthe water flows downhumming gurglr.. gurglr.. gurglr.. as it travelsas powerful as it is, take down all in its wayno matter what it doeswater water water enjoy the tap.. tap

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a lone cross on the roadsidea silent remark on a great losta lost of a beloved onecrossing wealth health even agereminder of pain and sadnesssomeday would fadewashed by the timereplaced by the newand then forgottenlonely and sadThere is a tradition in Germany that the family and friends from the dead victim of an traffic accident would construct a little cross on the roadside, where the accident

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I ask myself over and over again; 'Who am I'. I get the same answer over and over again; 'Me'. But deep deep inside my mind, the next question bubbles over and over again; 'Who is me?'. The answer would still be; 'I am me'. I fully realize that I just need to accept that 'I am Me', and there would be no other problem. But, what is life without some little problems, right? So, instead accepting

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Kata bertebaran berbagai bahasa beragam emosiKata bertebarandengan dan tanpa maknaKata bertebaranmenyelusupi relung pendengaranKata bertebaran memenuhi likuk pikiran Kata bertebaranberdengung layaknya lebahKata bertebarantanpa henti tanpa makna

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Pertamanya cuman kucing yang ga tenang dan selalu bulak balik keluar masuk. Trus dia pipis di wc dia tanpa pipis. Langkah selanjutnya, dia pipis dia atas karpetDAN!!! pipisnya berdarah!Hegh!!!!Telponlah kita ke dokter, kucing pun dibawa ke dokter. Perutnya diperiksa, dipencet2 dokternya masi belom tau. Akhirnya kucingnya di rontgen. Hasilnya?!Infeksi kandung kemih ma 4 butir bola timah kecil.

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Just now I found out that having a true friend is just like having a big garbage bag on your side. It would always be right on your side, whatever side you're on. Always ready to keep every kind of trash you dump on it. And enable you to be who you are in every possible ways. Let you being a weak one without attack you, let you being an evil without a prejudice whatsoever. Of course a true

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Standing proud in the middle of deceasedBlooming in the deadnessEntertain the loneliness

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Faces turning aroundSneer and jeer to be heardComposed of twoBelong to neitherBlew by cynical wordSliced by cold lookStabbed by distrustHard...hard... attempt to find somewhere to belong to

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the morning scent clings to the fallen leavesarrows of sunlight flick through the darknesserase the traces of the icetear the draperies of the nightfilling the cold earth with the fluid warmthbreak the sleepiness welcoming the next new day

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Beberapa bulan ini (kurang lebih dari sejak juli) g ngerasa ngga punya tenaga dan ngga punya keinginan (g rasa keinginan adalah hal yang paling deket ma willpower, doesn't it?) Apapun yang g kerjain g ngga ngerasa semanget, dan pas apa yang g kerjain dah beres, ngga ada kepuasan yang g dapet dari hal yang g kerjain itu. Semua yang g kerjain rasanya jalan lewat begitu ajah, tanpa makna tanpa arti

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two month already gonehaving been taking the world through the half lidded eyes sincemore often then seldom engulfed by the half trickled down tears in the endthere deep at the bottom of the soul something broken in halfleft the marred heart left the bruised pridethere once and again a deep cut gashed deeper by wordsthere and just there the frozen tears allocateslicing the bruised heartwounding

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Kita (cw cw indo) sering pikir bahwa cowo eropa teh semua gentleman, ladies first dsbg. Berdasarkan pengalaman 'love' g, cowo bule tuh ngga gentleman. Orang inggris g ngga tau, tapi orang belanda, jerman, belgi dan perancis seh pasti kaga. KENAPA?Karena di sini tuh emansipasi wanita bener2 dah jauh banget tarafnya, cw tuh bener ampir sama sama cowo, jadi ngga ada alesan lagi buat cowo untuk

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ARGH! Couldn't say nothing more than that. Describe the indescribable say the unsaid. Every, every single time There's none such an exception always be driven to the edge of madness beyond measureARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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pernah denger tentang buah satu ini????????????? semua yang bisa bahasa indonesia pasti pernah denger donks..................... :Dtapi apa yang bakal lu lakuin kalo lu suatu hari harus 'makan' buah ini???????milih yang terbaik dari antara yang terburuk......... apa yang bakal lu lakuin?ujian lisan lulus sukur bisa ambil mata kuliah yang di idam idamkan, ngga lulus pak koper balik indo selamanya;

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There is nothing particularly happened today. But I feel like I want to share it. Hehehehehe :)I talked with my mom on the phone today. She is the best mom. HeheheheheI realised that there is nothing stronger in this world than will. Willing to do something make you able to do it. I think that's what I have in my mind today. See ya! :)

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the fog drop silently on the earthbestowing the forest a soft glance of mysteryslowly I come back into the fog's cuddling armsyielding an unspoken pleabeing freed from the painful dreamthe fog drop silently upon the earthbestowing the forest a soft warm blurslowly I take the pathbending toward the unknown futuresafely in fog's cuddling armsthe fog drop silentlyjust as silent as it goesliving

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drifting on the edge of madnessholding on to the thin thread of sanitytrying to follow the thoughthoping to find a guidebeing the better oneas i drift on the edge of madnesshe stands there providing the single thread of sanityas i try to follow the thoughthe stands there giving a guidanceto be a better mealways there with smile and comfortalways there with love and wisdomthank youthank you for

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Stuck...Busy dwelling with boredom and lonelinessGetting my self stuck...An act of unconscious volitionStuck...In stream of laziness and desperationCraving...For some meaning of lifeSpacing out...Screwed up...

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vom Licht gestrahltschleicht ein Einsamkeitverletzend schmerzvollin aller Helligkeitschleicht ein Einsamkeitkalt unbarmherzigunter der Wärme der Sonneschleicht ein Einsamkeitlautlos unvermeidlichzwischen den Geräusche des Lebenschleicht ein Einsamkeitzielstrebig tödlichtief in den Herzen des Herzenschleicht ein Einsamkeitverhängnisvoll unbesiegbar

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lonely days...the crossing path somewhere...cast lonesome awaycrossing path...you and mesometime...cast lonesome awayfriendly warmth...ussomehow...cast lonesome awaysweet memories...heartsomehow...cast lonesome awaybright smile...closed eyessomehow...cast lonesome awayas I close my eyes, you'll be beside mecast away all the lonelinessfill the years of yearnings

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Orang bijak dari India, Narada, menaruh bakti kepada Dewa Hari. Demikian besar baktinya, hingga pada suatu hari ia tergoda untuk berpikir, bahwa di seluruh dunia tidak ada orang, yang mencintai Tuhan melebihi dia.Tuhan membaca hatinya dan berkata: 'Narada, pergilah ke kota di pinggir Bengawan Gangga, sebab seorang penyembahku diam di sana. Hidup di sampingnya akan baik bagimu.'Narada pergi dan

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~I wrote this for just some fun~meraung pedih dalam hatiingin teriak tak terpekiktangisan tanpa bulir air matatak ingin mampu menanggungsepi tak ternyatakantangisan tanpa isakrindu menghayat dalam jiwameraih kan tak tercapaikankeinginan sekedar impian ingin tak lagi menginginkanlalui waktu tanpa kesadarandalam tangisan bisu letakkan hidup dalam jedahiraukan letihhentikan pedih

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I want to go out, open the door!I want to get in, open the door!I want to eat, put some fresh food into the bowl!I want to drink, put some water into the bowl!I want to be petted, just do it right now!That's my place! Get out!My litter pan is dirty, clean it!My food already rotten, take it away and don't forget to clean the bowl!Yeaks, salmon! It stinks, don't want to eat it. Bwah! :pI want some

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Every now and then I just want to hear someone tell me 'I love You'. Of course that shouldn't just from a 'boyfriend' (As I don't have any right now). Every now and then I feel that I need to tell the people I love e.g. my mom; my sis; my best friend; etc., that I love them.'I love You' are three simple wonderful words. Whatever mood I'm in I always feel happy as I hear or say those three words.

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bin 23 jahre altmach grad' mein hauptstudiumbin 23 jahre altmuss bald klausur schreibenbin 23 jahre althabe kein lust zum lernenbin 23 jahre altbald fertig mit dem studiumbin 23 jahre althabe brauschende lebenbin 23 jahre altso alt doch so jung....ps: lil' bit late though

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G tadi makan siang di kantin di FH. Di seberang g duduk dua orang cowok yang lagi SERIUS bangged bangged-an ngediskusiin sesuatu. Berhubung penasaran g dengenrin lagi dengan baek2 maklum penasaran.... Setelah nguping beberapa saat mengertilah g apa yang mereka omongin : BOLA!!!!!!!Yiks! Seriusan PIZZAN diskusi cuman buat ngomongin bola doanks Sekarang masuk deh judul post ini ke dalem tema ;

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Kemaren ini pas g nganggur ada satu pikiran yang TAU2 tuing gitu di kepala g. Yaitu : Dari mana orang tau kapan harus married.....Bukan cuman dari masalah waktunya, tapi juga dari segi logikanya.Kapan g harus married ato lebih tepatnya kenapa g harus married sekarang. Gimana cara jawab pertanyaan itu, juga di mana g harus cari jawaban untuk pertanyaan itu. Apakah g harus cari jawabannya di hati g

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Your Five Factor Personality ProfileExtroversion:You have low extroversion. You are quiet and reserved in most social situations.A low key, laid back lifestyle is important to you.You tend to bond slowly, over time, with one or two people.Conscientiousness:You have low conscientiousness.Impulsive and off the wall, you don't take life too seriously.Unfortunately, you sometimes end up regretting

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In the morning it begunwith the first inhalation of the addictive moleculesand first light to be seenIn the night it endedwith the last exhalation of the hostile elementand last sound to be heardIn the morning it endedwith the last darkness of the pastand last virilityIn the night it begunwith the first star and the first shadow of the sunIn the morning it begunTo end in the nightIn the night it

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A Black man walks into a restaurant and sits down. He is the only black person in the restaurant A white man said, "Colored people are not allowed here."The black man turned around and stood up. He then said:"Listen sir....when I was born I was BLACK, ""When I grew up I was BLACK, ""When I'm sick I'm BLACK, ""When I go in the sun I'm BLACK, ""When I'm cold I'm BLACK, ""When I die I'll be BLACK.""

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Tuhan dari semua tuhan memisahkan sebuah jiwa dari Dirinya dan menciptakan padanya keindahanDia karuniai jiwa itu kelembutan angin di kala fajar dan semerbak bunga dari dataran dan kelembutan cahaya dari rembulanLalu, Dia karuniai kepadanya secawan keriangan, seraya berfirman : "Kau takkan mereguknya kecuali jika kaulupakan masa lalu dan tak mempedulikan masa depan"Dan, Dia karuniai kepadanya

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Here, I came with hope foolish hopeThere, I went in firm steps the wrong wayThen, I became the new me the phony oneAt last, I understood, hope; never fulfilled dream

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The clouds getting darkAnd the sky getting madLetting free the raw angerPiercing with spears of waterCasting the mighty growlCursing the filthy brawlParade of forceShow of vengeanceBarking thunderHowling windTogetherPunishing the earth filled with hatred

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Habe gerade Sitzung mit Berater gehabt, es stellt sich heraus dass wir danach nicht schlauer geworden sondern dummer geworden sind. Versuche am Anfang herauszufinden was VERBESSERT werden kann/muss/soll. Und am Ende ; ALLES muss neu gemacht werden. HIKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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ITPC ~ 16.04.2007 + Zakaria hinter dem Kamera

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Dia Pahit getirKecewa...DiaDinginKecewaDirinya sendiriTeman temanKeluargaKecewa...

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Learned something new....If you get : an interesting theme for team job, a good looking partner (hehehehehe :)), the theme is a challenge you dreamt to have..... DON'T ever give it up in order to minimize the effort you have to put into the job.....

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I walk slowly towards the white doorInhaling the late sun raysTasting the scent of the blooming blossomsSmelling the warm breezeDrunken in the sight of green leavesI walk slowly towards the towering white buildingInhaling the early sight of blue skyTasting the fine scent of spring in the airSmelling the fresh molten snowDrunken in the sight of lilac petalsI walk slowlyslowly...slowly...embracing

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Di Asia pembeli adalah raja, di sini pembeli sering kali dipandang kaya pengemis ama penjual di toko2. Awalnya g pikir kalo itu terjadi karena g orang asing di sini, tapi ternyata NGGA, bahkan prof. g juga ngerasain perlakuan kaya gitu.... begitu juga dengan temen2 g yang laen yang bareng ama g ambil kelas produktmanagement.Entah kenapa buat orang sini yang namanya pembeli adalah raja tuh sama

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A stroke of black on whiteand another black stroke....and soon it's a bunch of black on the blank whiteFlow out of my mind onto the whiteflow out of my heart onto the whiteI know....A black stroke about sadnessanother black stroke about happinessand soon your blank life would be fullFlow of thoughtflow of feelingTo keep the heart whiteBlack strokes become charactercharacters become wordwords

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Blue skySun shineWarm breezeCherry blossomsTulpsMagnoliasGreenYellowRedColourfulBrightHappy

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It is this feeling churning stomachdisorderedas if I've forgotten something real importantIt is this feelinguneasinessedgyas if I've missed something real importantIt is this feelingwon't go away despite the good newsIt is this feelingwon't let me be in peace

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heard the cats fighting each other for no reason (for us, human being, there is no reason.... ;)) and saw my cat got beaten. still feel a little bit muddled.

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Kemaren g pegi ke bazar taunan di kota tempat g tinggal. Di bazar itu dijual segala macem barang. Mulai dari buah2an kering, bumbu, minuman, whirlpool ampe mobil.....Setelah keliling2 beberapa tenda, akhirnya g mendarat di satu stand yang jual alat2 dapur kya model sendok, mangkok, centong (maklum orang sunda ^^'), ulekan dsbg. Keistimewaan barang2 ini adalah materinya. Alat2 dapur ini, ga kaya

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She stands therewie ein Fels in der Brandungsendiri...Sie steht dabagaikan karang alone...Ia berdiri di sanasolid as a rockalleine...She hides all her sadnessgedeckt mit Tapferkeitsendiri...Sie versteckt ihre Traurigkeitdi balik ketabahanalone...Ia sembunyikan kesedihannyabehind the curtain of braveryalleine...Alone and just alone....Alleine und nur alleine....Sendiri dan hanya sendiri....

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In the morning after the snow falls ;The sun shine and the earth dyed in whiteThe trees build an alley full of white wonderFillin' my sight with thousands petals of snow flowersThe earth bathin' in the sun shineThe trees paintin' an idyllic sceneDippin' all the green in whiteThe woods bloomin' cheery white blossomsEvery stems every twigsCarry a glory in whiteIn the morning after the snow falls ;

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Leise rieselt der SchneeDünne Schicht Unschuldigkeit auf dunkle Erde bildendLeise rieselt der SchneeTrost auf Reue der VergangenheitLeise rieselt der SchneeDünne Schicht Weise der Dummheit deckendLeise rieselt der SchneeChance auf VerzeihungLeise rieselt der SchneeBeleuchtung der TrauerLeise rieselt der SchneeVerleiht Reinheit und FrischeLeise rieselt der SchneeBis alle unter weise Decke

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There is a wide smile sparkling on her lipsThere is a laughter in her voiceShe does everything with joyShe never cry As tears are weakness in her dictionary of lifeBut in those eyesThat dark solemnly eyesThere is everything but joyAll her sadnessAll her angerAll her fatigueOn her eyes to be seenOn her eyes to be realizedShe says nothing about her lifeThus her eyes betrayed herThose eyes, dark and

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Two women I love the mostMom and sister ; friends

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Just figure it out, the most precious thing in life is the ability to do what you want to do. The ability to choose what you want to you choose and to go wherever you want to go....

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don't think of me as a nice girlfor i treat you nice just because i don't have any reason not to do sodon't think of me as an evil onefor i'm not doing evil without reasondon't think of me as a smart onefor i have to pay a lot attention to understand somethingdon't think of me as a dumb onefor i'm able to thinkdon't consider me as a normal onefor there is no definition of normaldon't consider me

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On Monday my little sis' will have her study tour to Bali for about 10 days. This event allows me to take a trip down the bitter sweet Bali memory lane. A lot of sweet and bitter things happened on that study tour. For s.o. got sick, many of jealousy, tears, shame, and OF COURSE some parade of egoism.I want to thank Yunus for the photos, Yosep for 'antangin'; I still remember it. Huehehehehehe...

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